I want to meet ERASURE ! ! !

Remember the movie with Arnold, released about a decade back where our man is the designated identity changer. Yes, sounds like a very interesting thing to do, in fact I have been toying with it myself these days. Given a choice, I would like to consider having a new identity, it has nothing to do with how fulfilling or happy or for that matter sad my current identity is, but it’s a craving for new.

I have been working fulltime for over seven years now add part time experience would add up to about nine years and the one thing I have noticed is that I was never happy at a single place for too long. Be it an assignment that I was on or the job itself, moving on from one task to the other has always been my thing.

In the long run I have both suffered and gained from this habit. When a kid, I could never stick to a single extra curricular, so I moved from kick boxing, to badminton, to swimming to many more such things, thereby mastering none of the above, but at the same time, I have managed to experience so much more than the regular kids.

Today while at work, I’m not sure what I want to do. I have been in the communications business for over five years now, but am not sure if this is my calling because I have started getting bored of it. The only reason I have survived so long is because of two reasons, one cause I was good at my work so it was always exciting to come to work and the other thing is that advertising can give one the opportunity to work on different brands and hence different tasks, which drains the monotony of being in a single profession for so long.

So while I have spoken about my craving for new, I also need to talk about the other side. I’m extremely nostalgic; I miss what I used to do earlier, sometimes even consider restarting what I once left half way. Be it the easier things to start like getting back to swimming and kick boxing to the tougher things like studying.

I was never a good student in school and college now I seek an opportunity to give myself another shot at studying. I understand that it’s a risky proposition to give a person like me another chance at something I have so badly screwed up in the past, but the world would be far short of success if people did not get a second chance. Some made a come back because they were ousted the first time like Steve Jobs, and others had just left things half way and picked it up later to finish them in style.

I don’t mean to compare myself to the greats, but don’t shy away from picking where you have earlier left off. Be it relations or career opportunities. And guess what, if you really believe in it, you wont have to necessarily change your identity, you as yourself can give yourself another chance and make it big.

So, thanks but no-thanks Erasure! You helped me make a point and now I don’t need you no more.